Up-Chuck makes me mad. He has no concept of how hard all of us underlings are working and he seems to think that him coming in and saying "oh, we'll have to fix that" suddenly makes it all better. He's not going to fix it. Everything is going to stay the same or get worse. I'm already losing two of my shows. That really annoys me. I've been busting my but for those 3 shows since November, and now he's just going to take away two of them, without so much as a thank you. I'm feeling a little bit hopeless lately. Like it's not worth it for me to continue working so hard if I'm going to continue to get screwed on a regular basis.
I was promises a "substantial" raise as of June 1st. June rolls around and oops, sorry, no raise for you! Never mind that I don't sleep, I'm here 6/7 days a week. And I do EVERYTHING that's asked of me and more! I'm just so sick and tired of it. I think I'm done for now, I'm just so sick of it and I don't really know what to do. I feel like I'm losing what little control, not to mention happiness, that I had.
I wish someone would just swoop in and fix everything! OK, I'm done. Maybe more later, it will depend on how annoyed I am later on tonight!