Well, I did it.
I had an appointment with my lawyer (boy does that sound strange) this afternoon and he's going to be filing my bankruptcy papers either this afternoon or Monday. Then about 6 weeks from now I'll have to go down to the bankruptcy court and have some sort of meeting there, and then I'm done! Except for finishing to pay the lawyer of course. At this point I only owe him $400 and at $100 a month I can handle that.
I'm just so relieved that this is finally going to happen. I feel so much better knowing that there is an end in sight.